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A few years ago, I was sitting in an empty classroom for a class and I met someone who would change my life forever. This girl was so incredibly shy that it took almost no effort for me to win her over. It was during that moment that I realized I had the power to make people see me differently. You come in here and youre as nervous as I am, I told her. I think she must have been wondering who I was, where I was from and what I was here to talk about. Im here to apply to your school, I continued, Its a very selective private school in New Jersey which has a small class size. My name is Emily, and I was looking for a way to get into this school without attending a regular school for the next two years. What she didnt know is that I had always wanted to go to a private school. I had even applied to over twenty private schools before I saw the listing for the one that I saw on the internet. I remember looking at the enrollment list and being really shocked. Only fifty applicants were allowed in the school that year. Only twenty of them were allowed to attend the full-time program and the remaining twenty were given the option to attend for part of the year. I went on a couple of visits to the schools to pick out a few to apply to. The visits were so nervewracking that I remember getting very nervous just walking into a class. One day during my visit to the private K-8 school, I got into the building and I immediately noticed the kids. They all had the same, sad, sad eyes. I was afraid that they were going to stare at me. One of the teachers was sitting in the back of the class and she immediately noticed me even though it was the summertime. She waved at me and thats when I walked up and sat down. Miller, said the teacher with a friendly smile on her face that made me feel like the luckiest kid on the planet. I dont know what happened in between that moment and my acceptance, but I know I knew I was accepted a week after I sat down in that classroom. I did have the power to make people see me differently. My whole life I have struggled with confidence issues. I had no problem with girls when I was a Christian rock kid, but as I got older it started to get harder and harder to meet women on a regular basis. I just couldnt get a woman in my life to be.

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